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[31 Mar 2004|06:35pm] |
Ish my birthday tomorrow.
Thing's have been different. I want summer. I also don't feel like writing in this.
I love my friends.
TheVelcroHero: birfday
TheVelcroHero: birfday
TheVelcroHero: birfday
BiekThaWhiteman: tomorrrow!
redtuesday426: its a special some one's birthday tomorrow!
NightOnTheSun9: YOUR BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!
akira0665: 12 hours!
They're more excited than I am.
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[24 Mar 2004|06:18pm] |
Last night I went in the shower with all my clothes on, my mind has been wandering so much lately. It was really humorous at the time, until I had to peel all the clothes off of myself and found it quite difficult. I haven't updated in a long time because honestly, I don't know where to begin or even what to say. Days have been bitchin' good << haha I love that saying >> and yeah. Hmm, I really hate this online journal, I have to premeditate what I'm going to write and sort out what can be known/I want to be known in my head. One day maybe it won't be like that. Hmm... my birthday is in seven days! April First!!! So that's pretty exciting I suppose. Kaitlyn and a bunch of people are planning something and won't tell me what it is, I'm horrendous at anticipation. Pity. Saves the Day and Hey Mercedes is this Saturday, I can't contain myself, I'm so excited. I just need to see Hey Mercedes live, Steph and I might both contract orgasms, fall to the ground, and be trampled to a slow and painful death under all the people, but it will definitly be worth it. After this Saturday I hope everyday just fast forwards to April 12th, which in turn, has a very supereminent possibility of being the best day of my life.
Ohhh, and by the way. Everybody better fucking come to the Pops Concert this Tuesday night at Lenape. Dan and I are in it doing an original we wrote, please please please (as corny as this event does sound) come to it, it should be a good time. And I'll buy 40z for everybody that comes and we'll party. (I figured I'd revert to the ol' bribary.)
Tuesday, March 30___Lenape Auditorium 7 O'clock
See Danny and I rock out. hahahah
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[19 Mar 2004|11:29pm] |
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I'm happy. The few moments in my life that are out of the munotinous drone of the usual are making it soo amazing. I don't think I'm making any sense right now. I got my belly button pierced today, it didn't really hurt.
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[16 Mar 2004|04:57pm] |
Pantomime Lover: it's so weird
Pantomime Lover: how practically every person on the earth is just looking for love in one way or another
Pantomime Lover: that's always the main objective
Churchill151: yes
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[16 Mar 2004|01:00pm] |
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I'm in the library with Steph, I hate people and their shitty ass music. If you're going to listen to bad music in public make sure that it is being streamed directly into your ears so nobody else can hear your crap.
I've been in a good mood lately, contrary to my recent not-so-good mood. It snowed today, not cool, I want the beach and the warm weather like yesterday.
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[15 Mar 2004|06:17pm] |
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This weekend was great, and I needed a good one. It's fucking beautiful out. I'm so happy I can only manage to type in small sentence fragments. I'm going out.
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[13 Mar 2004|08:41am] |
Get Up Kids tonite!!! I'm excited. Hmm, what has happened since last time... Thursday Dan came over and we worked on our song. We took it to my voice dude and he really liked it. I must admit it does sound fucking incredible. Dan we are the shit. I'm so excited to perform it. Thursday I had no school 'cause of Teen Arts, which was too long, but on the other hand, Concert Choir sounded really good. It was a grand surprise to my expectations. Friday was swell, Steph and I went out to dinner and various other places. I finally got a new book, The Wanting Seed by Burgess << my favorite author of all time. It's awesome so far. Then we came back to my house and made bags, they're really cute, we're so gay. Sorry we never came out Teague, I forgot, I was trying to teach Steph how to skank and time got away with me.
By the way, Zil I'm gonna post those pictures soon, haha, as soon as I find the energy to crop them.
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[10 Mar 2004|10:04pm] |
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'Twas back to school today after taking off yesterday to lay in my bed eatting and listening to music. Last night was interesting, my car broke down in the fucking ghetto, and my mom and I were stuck there for like three hours. Quite an adrenalin rush. School wasn't as bad as predicted, I skipped 12th and went to the Media Center with Steph. Her and I are getting close and I like it, Stephanie you are one good kid. We hung out on Friday night and talked for hours, while consuming like $45 worth of Wawa items. Tomorrow is Teen Arts all day, so no school again. =) The highlight of this week so far was definitly this afternoon. I zoned out on my bed for like an hour looking out the window. I was so relaxe, I appreciate the most miniscule things in life, but I think that's the way that everybody should see things. I was preparing to write about something I was talking about with Dan in this entry, but now I'm too lazy. Maybe some other time. Get Up Kids this Saturday!!!! Huddah.
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[08 Mar 2004|10:46pm] |
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So much for the spring-like weather... I'm cold and back to excessive Ramen consumption. I saw a commercial today for Wildwood, I can't wait. Hmm, well my life hasn't really been on that munotinous road of normalcy lately. A lot of things are happening, and I'm happy. I had a good weekend, and today I made tacos. It was the first time I've had a home cooked meal in I can't remember how long. I've been microwaving it up for the past three months I think. I actually used the stove. I love Ashley Henderson - I hope she feels better. I had to type that before it slipped my mind. The shower is calling my name, I haven't bestowed it with my presence since Friday night.
Hmm, it sucks that I have so much to write but don't have the energy to sort it out in my head. Oh well. =)
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[05 Mar 2004|04:46pm] |
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Today is the worst day ever, wait, this week, possibly this month. I'm so sad, I want to move away to Tuscany. This weekend better kick some fuckin' ass or I'm hijacking a car and drive across the Atlantic to Tuscany. I hate to sound like a whiney bitch, I can't help it though.
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[02 Mar 2004|09:07pm] |
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I was completely euphoric on the car ride to piano tonite. All the windows were down and Death Cab was playing, words cannot describe how much I missed that feeling. I'm making a mixtape, its the most perfect mixtape in the entire world, it's exactly how I feel. Today was beautiful.
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[01 Mar 2004|09:43pm] |
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Everyday needs to be like today, atleast weather wise. Today was swell, I'm content right now, sorta. I'm missing something.
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[29 Feb 2004|10:06pm] |
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Another weekend comes to a close. 'Twas an interesting one though. Yesterday I hung out with Alex all day, we were going to go to the beach because we had a ride, but Alex was achy from rugby so we've decided to go next week. Today I woke up and wrote a song, and then I showered for the first time in awhile and left for Zac's surprise party. I think he was surprised, it was cute. I talked to Liz today for the first time in I can't remember how long. Things have been fucked up lately, but I don't think there's any reason they can't be sorted out - just misinterpration and communication difficulties. After Zac's I went home with Al and we went to Wawa and watched like four movies at once on tv. It was grand. I'm happy right now, I like it. =)
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[28 Feb 2004|08:08am] |
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It's 8:08 in the morning, but I'm not complaining for some reason. I'm not tired and it's so serene and gorgeous outside, even if I was I wouldn't go back to sleep. I guess it's because I went to sleep at nine-thirty last night<<haha, yeah. I was supposed to go out with Teague, but I was just alittle weary, so I layed down in bed for a second. Of course, I fall into deep sleep and when Teague calls at 10:30 to go, I refuse his offer and proceed on with my dreaming. I'm guessing I was so tired because Kaitlyn and I had some fun with some 40zzz and some DDR the night before until four in the morning and then proceeded to get up for school at seven, yeah. I love you Kaitlyn, haha. <3 Yesterday was finally a good day though, started off alittle ambiguous at first, but by the the end I was very content. School was nice and short, although the pep rally was the most ridiculous thing I've ever been too. My hatred toward it was so strong that I can honestly say I can't find the words to describe it, especially in the wee hours of the morning. After school I came home, and found a cat. I rescued him, he was a stray and when I was driving down Martyr Ave I saw him. I leaped out of the car and he came right to me. I felt so bad, he was so pretty, but in the same so decrepid looking. I took him home and gave him food and water and a bath. I named him Ebo. He's so cute, and he likes me! <<< contrary to me other feline friend that lives with me. So after the random cat rescue, I went to rugby with all the guys. It was really nice, aside from it being an amazing day weather wise, it was nice to catch up with everybody. I was content and happy for the first time all week. After rugby, Kearney drove Al and I back to his house. We got chinese food and fell asleep, then we wathced our show. (Queer Eye) For some reason that's the only show that we both can actually get into and watch and forget that we're next to eachother. It's humorous. So then I came home early 'cause Al headed off to Steve's, and I was going to hang out with Teague and Greg, which didn't really work out as planned.
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[26 Feb 2004|06:10pm] |
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Today sucked, and is still continuing to do so. My visions been blurred all day from the tears in my eyes. I don't know what to say any longer except that I know I've been miserable, whether I choose to show it outwardly or not. I want it so bad.
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[25 Feb 2004|10:18pm] |
I got a penguin bag made for me today, I'm so excited, I love it.
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how many times should i smile for our bygone love
somewhere lost in the wilderness of all your sentiment
entangled by all the doubt
the thought that for once something could work out in your life is dawning
but you detest the sunrise and see only darkness
as an enigmatic sphere of gray appears on your horizon
peering to my left i glance to see you
witnessing your walking corpse
so fragile and beautiful amongst the uninviting passer-bys
your feet falling one under the other
in an unbroken pattern carrying your broken frame
you wont let me peice together
turning to me you mutter 'hey baby ive been walking miles with you to no destination'
and you continue to preach, when all you need to do is look at me
let your tired eyes stained with red, bleeding the frustration of a thousand night's get-a-ways
tell stories too real for words
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I don't like it.
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[24 Feb 2004|10:57pm] |
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Reminising from last night, I want to go back. Today was not a good day at all, it managed to carry on for what seemed like lifetimes. School was regular, except for the coldness which decided to come back after tantalizing me with a few days above 32 degrees. All this moving stuff started to get to me as I sat in the freezing basement today packing away all the memories I was rekindling as I carelessly strewn them into cardboard boxes. I wish it was as easy to genuinely smile as people seem to think. I'm happy, I'm just having one of those moments, I should stop.
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[24 Feb 2004|12:23am] |
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Bright Eyes was fucking amazing, I cried. I couldn't help myself, haha, oh well. Today went so quickly, especially for a Monday. I'm too tired to think right now, I smell but I'm not cleansing. Fuck it, I'll just smell like cigarettes until I can't stand it anymore.
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[22 Feb 2004|12:56am] |
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If I don't sleep tonite I truthfully believe that death will come upon me. I just got in from Greg's house with Teague, they walked me home and it was cold. It was a good time, we played video games and some how seemed to occupy eachother for five hours, and now that I think of it, we did absolutely nothing. Well except make ramen for me, which I got to watch the two of them fumble with the little package for about fifteen minutes and then proceed to make it, I liked it. I went to the Cherry Hill Mall for fucking forever today with my mom and Aunt. I didn't realize what I was getting myself into, I figured What the hell? A free lunch. Needless to say I'll never be taken under the blackmail of a free lunch ever again. Then Bianca and her mom came over and bought our treadmill, random, but good. After they departed I went to Al's, I think it was the first time I relaxed in days. Sadly, I had to leave at nine. I came home before going to Greg's and as I'm leaving my house I see this random car that I've never seen before pulling in front of my house. While shitting my pants, I realized that it was Michelle and Larrison. 'Twas a grand surprise, I was sorry I wasn't able to hang out with them longer, they caught me at an ackward time, oh well. Better luck next time kids<3! After that I hung out with Teague and Greg as previoulsy stated. Tomorrow Al and I are going to Tunes and doing nothing all day, I can't wait to relax yet again.
Tonite the dispute between whether it's better having a cooch or a cock was finally ended. I convinced both Teague and Greg that having a dick is way fucking better. No arguements.
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[21 Feb 2004|11:23am] |
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I am so fucking tired and still sore from Thursday night. When I regain feeling in my lower legs again, it shall be a good day. Yesterday was a weird. I was so upset, probably from being over tired, that I came home from school and just got hysterical. I suppose every now and then reality catches up and all this shit happeneing at home and crap gets to me, but whatever. After falling asleep for a little while, Al came and got me because he knew I was upset, we talked for a bit and I felt better. I didn't feel like going to Zac's house, so I came back to my house and fell back asleep again. Then Franklin came over and dropped off soup for me, which was soo nice. Thanks Frank! =) After Frank came left Teague and Greg came over. There seemed to be a constant flow of people at my house yesterday. We hung out and talked for a bit, big plans fellahs!! Should be good times. Hmm, then Kait called me at like ten and asked me to go out to Shaun's house with her and Scott and some other people. They came and picked me up and I didn't get back to Kait's until two, where she was lacking of Jack to make me a Jack and Coke. So I decided to just settle for the 'Coke' half of it. I was so out of it last night, after another night of NO sleep what-so-ever, here I am trying to figure out how to open this apple sauce with drool stains all over my jacket. I'm going out to get myself a fucking cheeseburger because I can!!! OOH. By the way, Ashley Henderson, I love your face. Everything is going to be ok, I'm coming over with a 40z tomorrow, and its going to be good. I LOVE YOU! FEEL BETTER!
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